be still my heart. stop clenching. stop trying to run away.

fly fly away my heart.

and so i invested three years for myself, now i'm going to invest three years for my dreams. where this will bring me ultimately, i really don't know.

but i know, i could not live with myself if i never tried to see how far i could push this. to see how far i could go.

if everyone is judged simply by their paper grades alone and not on the basis of their real capabilities.. i'm not sure how much i want to be part of that kind of world.

i'm growing increasingly weary.

each day is made bearable with the comfort i draw from my friends.